Monday, August 31, 2009

INAMORTA V.




THE FEMALE ZOO

Sunday, August 30, 2009

INAMORTA IV.






THE FEMALE ZOO

Friday, August 28, 2009

APOTROPAIC.




I slowly faint.
These constant tears that bring me back to misery
Cold in your heart.
lying on my back, i am completely inexpressible.
On my mind a draped vision of myself smiling.
I cannot bare waking to anymore mornings.
smiling, bringing myself back to something safe.
In my absence ill seek.
from the damage we are equally alone.
my lungs force a certain melody,
pumping my heart with the impure.
Sometimes i think everything turns against me, in me.
I wont realize until the last minute god gives me the dying eyes.
Afraid to reach out to something golden, I can only admire such beauty in your loss.
And as nobody speaks, I slowly faint.
completely absent minded.
I pass away, holding onto the hands of Miriam.
Miriam watching god giving me the dying eyes.


remembering SHE DIED DIAMOND.

THE FEMALE ZOO.

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

INAMORTA III.







the female zoo

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

INAMORTA II.






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Sunday, August 23, 2009

INAMORTA.



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Saturday, August 22, 2009

FEMALE-AFTER A MILLION DAYS.




I should stop myself from looking up at the sky.
It all seems so far from me.
I should stay away from all these infinite highs.

I don't think i should tell you this.
but you swallow my heart.
.
.
.
.
.

taking me down.

the female zoo







Friday, August 21, 2009

GATES TO DAY DREAM.






HE.

Feeding me to the night.
awaking me to a dream in daylight.

In a shadow i see myself.
Far beyond the truth.
When i dream- i see myself laying beside the devil.
the nightmare of embracing.

When i dream- i see HE looking at himself reflected in the mirror.
lying right next to me.


the female zoo

Monday, August 17, 2009

LIE DOWN.

my response.

the female zoo

Sunday, August 16, 2009

Friday, August 14, 2009

MUSA ANTONIONI.


she smokes the truth
that binds two woman alike.

the female zoo

Thursday, August 13, 2009

YOU-SLOWLY.


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Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Monday, August 10, 2009

THE BEDROOM THAT KEEPS ME ALONE.

Like vine leaves,
all the memories,
growing near me.

the female zoo

Saturday, August 8, 2009

A LETTER TO MY SUFFERING FRIEND.



You know that life has so much more to offer than just the simple act of nostalgia and suffering. But we as humans cling ourselves to it, because it stimulates us.
We never really want to be happy, something imposes us.
In the act of forgetting comes love. Once we forget somebody, that person comes to haunt us. Which is when we believe we are in love.
Which is when we believe in something that is a force of danger.
We love the utopian life.
My friend,
It saddens me to hear from you.
I guess we are living in a period of no comprehension.
Stubborn to experience a new penetration.
Eager to experience a dark consequence.

My Friend,
i use to love.
the tears that i cry now, are those of remembrance.
the words that i speak now, are those of progression.

No heart is broken, if not only burning from a sour touch.
the mirrors in our rooms
accompany us through self voyage.

Dear suffering friend,
I know this drowning heartache.
I know this will heal.
take my words to sleep.

the female zoo


Thursday, August 6, 2009

SWAY LUNA. SWAY.





از طريق چیزی غلیظ است. من نمی
توانم آن را ببينم.
از يك جريان فكري است. من فقط می
تواند احساس آن
است. بدر
آيند عشق را به من.

the female zoo

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

A FLOWER ABLE TO CONTAIN THE WHOLE NIGHT.



I faced you with my back dressed in white.
fully dressed in white.
almost drowning into a white draped dream.

- in this dream we went up stairs.
do you remember the stairs?
it was a labyrinth of intertwined truths.
The dress i wore floated gently behind you.
I smiled, once in a while inside your eyes.
You echoed through walls inside of me.
- in this dream we followed one another to a bedroom.
the cathedral remained so distant.

quite, i never felt so virginal.
he spoke gently, as i kept my cold hands to myself.
A lapse of time fell upon us.
the sun transformed to moon.
-
something happened just then.
His hands explored my existence for the first time.
My back draped in white facing him.
undressing me slowly nude.

here.
soon.

I know you remember.
- in this dream, that i woke up to feel.

the female zoo