NAUSEA OF PARADISE.

This weird taste evolves from my tongue.

Poisoning my mouth with magenta colored memories,

The rush of all our senses turning into

one color.

one taste.

washing away the unity that holds us together-

I move my tongue throughout my mouth

trying to make myself believe that life is tasteless.

The sweetness of two lips soaking in turquoise splashes of lust,

the smell of rosebud almost crawling up your lovers chest.

My teeth-

train tracks that take my words away from me.

Slowly-

the eyes turn into golden red rubies.

The moon reflects-

on every golden blue eye lash.

THE FEMALE ZOO

MALE TULIP.

THE FEMALE ZOO

THE DRIPPING SOUNDS INSIDE.

The dripping sounds.

Slow- unknown I walk way past her.

I can only hear my pulse from my opened wrists.

The nights we had given to one another-

soundless.

Our voices bound to be together.

Why do you look so sad?

You collide against the sun-

feeling like your illuminating.

Looking into your eyes

I'm finally on my own.

---

the first drop silent-

i looked alone-

second drop-

i felt growth-

third drop-

i felt lust

Fourth drop-

i felt the sun sink into the moon

Fifth drop-

The skies became my face

Sixth drop-

golden memories.

Seventh drop-

I now remember

Eighth drop-

i felt the penetration

Ninth drop-

I felt my bedroom wake me up

Tenth drop-

I felt the mirror cry.

-

-

------------

THE FEMALE ZOO

A STUDY OF FEMALE FIGURE.

Parting in wonder,

my body laying under an open ceiling.

Starry and lit, i expose my skin to the saints.

Crying to relieve this tangle of sins,

You ask me how long till I leave.

leave to heaven?

Parting in wonder,

I remember the first day we met.

Our starry eyes lit,

As we were having sex,

watched by the saints.

Crying to relieve this heartache,

You ask me how often do i feel.

you ask me

how do i feel nude?

THE FEMALE ZOO.

VOLUPTAS.

THE FEMALE ZOO

THE DIVINE DEPARTURE.

I found myself spreading my legs

amongst a paradise that drowns me.

I hear my voice coming out from a thin core of desperation.

Trembling while i glide my breasts over your body-

discovering the half you lost.

I have kept this fragile sensation of intercourse,

for me to grasp slowly while I look back at a distant light.

-

I LAY MY BODY ON THE AXIS OF FEELING.

Lost in the colors of the luminous past.

I turn the art of the journey into a breathing mirror.

Eternally wearing a honey dripping mask closer to my flesh.

I cover my face-

the flowers nest.

THE FEMALE ZOO

Hélénie d’automne.

I Can't tell you what i feel anymore.

Mother- listen to me.

I feel a heavy voice inside my head,

a pounding nightmare.

In a mess, I couldn't stop.

I lost my eyes,

I lost my mind.

Mother- for a second I saw myself speaking to the wall.

facing a concrete dream.

cold and solitary.

Mother-

Hold me in your arms,

put me to sleep,

It's constantly pounding,

this voice in my head-

-

-

is loosing my heart.

THE FEMALE ZOO