LUCRETIA SPEAKS TO THE FULL MOON ON OUR ANNIVERSARY.
Thursday, January 28, 2010
I heard myself humming from a lovers bed I had left a while back,
It probably could have even been a recollection from my past life,
I wouldn't be able to tell, for my memory fuses in with tears.
Humming out of bed
I began to retain the vibrations from my chest and vocal chords,
as if I had left my lovers bed with his heart in my mouth.
Feeling my feet touching the surface below-
I felt carried away,
almost hypnotised to disappear fast.
I can recall my eyes wandering to the back of the room several times
before I couldn't see his soul except for a melting distant flickering light.
So time passes by
and Im here trying to inhale the pitch black
as my lovers eyes stare looking at me all this forgotten time.
Avoiding the voices I begin to hear in my head,
the clock doesn't have hands on our side.
This memory i retain so deep, so clear, so real- It's all part of me now.
You- flow as blood through my body-
making all my senses take me back to what I loved.
It has changed-
This time with complete absence we drifted apart.
I survive cold blooded,
as the winter creeps upon my bed sharing an open space of absolute dream.
So I close this-
Finding myself undoing the braids from my hair,
letting this black ocean fall into place down my spine almost drowning my back.
I hum slowly into a bathtub where the vibrations can no longer travel.
i dip myself slowly into waters that cleanse my desires.
Moments later in this abandoned room-
Remained the filled bathtub.
The water still and so transparent-
Your body was washed away.
THE FEMALE ZOO
Monday, January 25, 2010
Watching you descend into my arms.
I hold this vision of you in between my ribs,
you laid yourself open in front of me.
Your eyes drowning in a blurry vision of my soul falling apart.
You moved to seek for life beyond the redness of blood.
Slowly disintegrating in front of my eyes-
I departed to all the nights you laid by my side.
Guardian of advice-
Quite- I sit in a house filled of you.
Quite- As I lay alone-
I become deaf as
Your heart ascends to the skies.
Just like a Ray of light-
Ill see you.
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
How could you have not perceived it?
The woman turned around to the speaking ocean-
Her eyes painted emeralds in the sky.
Eyelashes reaching out to limbo.
Without speaking the woman pulled away in the moment,
soaked in oceans of illusions.
Soaked in water that dripped voices that spoke no more.
THE FEMALE ZOO
Monday, January 18, 2010
It has been raising.
raises in temperature,
raises in happiness
raises in misery gone gold.
My hands -
You remember my hands-
"Your hands- so cold"
I always asked myself-
Have I fallen in love with illusional time?
I Try to gather the heartache-
You discover the sounds of departure-
through my eyes so transparently opened wide.
Coming together to feel.
your born guardian.
You appear to me as a moving form of vitality.
My body seeks for his reason.
You seek for the naked in me.
I think I'm starting to understand what this feeling I constantly left neglected in bed slowly- means.
I always know when you are coming down my street.
THE FEMALE ZOO