Sunday, October 26, 2008


Burning into your eyes
I carefully begin to undress myself
It wasnt the first time. 
subtle arrogance in my lips.
my last thoughts of you. 
im conditioned to leave you. 
i know your reading this. 
i know your seeing me undress.
this is nothing.
here lays you porcelain mind. 
you can now hold me as you like.
until the sky breaks into light.
im your mistress in the red light .

the female zoo

Tuesday, October 21, 2008


text: 26 july, 2007

photo by: Luli Perez 
Portrait of me in my notion of home. 

she woke up feeling in place this morning.
sometimes we wake up for no reason and start wondering in our cages looking for something to do. I spent the whole night talking to those around me while they slept. My words ran right into their beds.
I tried not to stay up all the night. But your voice was haunting me inside. Dreams that cant be told. You never realize the moment , that one second when your lying in bed and your awake / aware to that split second where suddenly you have lost connection with the rest of what feels / smells. So you wonder off into an image of illustions and messages. WHile you sleep he sits next to you contemplating the next day he will see you. Surreal laughters run across her mind as she sleeps. She is completly disconected from everything that is near, except for the organ pumping blood next to her. 

Hours can pass by and she doesnt realize that hes gone. 
He doesnt have to be physical in order to exsist.
she dances across the room as she wakes up. 
her eyes to a new day. 
her eyes to her notion of home.

the female zoo

Sunday, October 19, 2008


Charisma follows you all alone. 
I thought you would start to wonder. 
My hands start to tremble burning above my head.
Curiosity arouses when  eyes reach lost. 
pale floral skin. 
your liquid to me- 
evaporation never takes place.
progressions of minds dipped in misery.
You taste like an orchid born orphan. 

the female zoo

Saturday, October 18, 2008

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Thursday, October 9, 2008


You take a trip.
The distance your travel is blinded by the sky.
Walking behind you, i see no shadow.
the ocean you swim i cant swim in.
Your peace of quite i cant confuse.
what you do in your pure solitude.
the ribbon you tie around my toes.
stuck with no movement.
you take a trip without me.
while ive lost my feet.
turning lilac and weak.
the female zoo

Wednesday, October 8, 2008


possibly maybe she could be in a written story- 
collide along her side. 
Her jaws are locked tight. 
loosing freshness and withering, 
frictional heating. 
gradually into or out of view. 
she lies naked translucent.
aesthetic senses of porcelain. 

the female zoo

Sunday, October 5, 2008

Saturday, October 4, 2008


i loose when in your company.
your fancy feet walking past the reason to why.
im giving violence to what you mean to say.
selfish to all you believed i believed we both thought we believed to believe.
if my tears are rose petals your words are decay.

why wont you say the same things? 
correction to what we both hear. 
your fancy feet giving up.
im violence to what you have to say. 
if my tears grew from the flower that dropped the rose petals,
then you see what you dont want to
see exist.

the female zoo

Friday, October 3, 2008