ABSTRACT IN EXPRESSION.

In concentration she can almost contemplate something close,

a certain human odor,

which has never lied so close to her before.

This stranger keeps on appearing,

so empty of affection.

This is Vitality.

She doesn't need the light.

THE FEMALE ZOO

NUDE STREAMS.

Laying still,

wanting to be with her.

Staying away from her-

the unreal.

A special thing for you,

is finding her aside,

finding her moving,

past the dark continent of dreams and fantasies.

THE FEMALE ZOO

LILITH LYING NEXT TO ME IN BED.

3.15 insomnia.

4.45- insomnia.

6.00-insomnia.

The hours without.

THE FEMALE ZOO.

MELODY.

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THE FEMALE ZOO.

DEAR MISERY, I WRITE TO YOU AGAIN.

Touching you was like reaching out to touch something new.

Now I lie alone in a bed flat on my breasts,

being able to feel my heartbeat sink in deep I realize the pace of a loveless-

at heart- the rush of going through what i hate most.

Seeing you look at me cry- was like letting you see right through my transparent eyes.

Holding tight to hands flooded in tears,

I carry myself across another phase in life,

leaving no trace behind- hoping that one day you will find me.

somewhere distant in a chaos of color.

The desires, the lost knowledge of what was had.

For now- i carry these butterflies like knifes

they hold me by my evaporating hands.

the air was thick

and i stopped breathing. ..

The love was there

so i hid from believing.

THE FEMALE ZOO

POPPIE BOY.

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HERE-BLEEDS THE REST.

Before I could hear your pulse against my lips. 

Now I can taste my heartbeat rise.

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There I could see the skies bleed roses red.

Here I-female can feel what a male fears before his death.

THE FEMALE ZOO

IRIS SPEAKS MISERIA.

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A woman that gives herself away.

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Forever captured by misery.

Pleasures taken by the winds,

 dripping her own pride.

Is a woman that can never forget.

Iris your beauty speaks birth to a lovers death.

THE FEMALE ZOO

CHEREE FEMALE CHEREE.

Like two woman holding onto each others fears,

take all these feelings that make you feel unsure.

Feeling more in touch with ourselves,

away-

from the eyes of the others that never bring delight.

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Tomorrow wake up-

and feel like a flower.

THE FEMALE ZOO

COVERED IN WHITE-NO TEARS IN HER EYES.

Recollecting all these thoughts-

you once made me feel.

At war within myself and a dream felt male.

THE FEMALE ZOO.

THE GIFTED ODOUR.

Something golden like bedroom dreams.

imagine this woman you left behind,

hold this heart you made of glass.

Follow the woman in your memories,

remember her as being something loyal-

something that you couldn't acknowledge.

Soon- lying next to another,

you find yourself mesmerized.

Speaking to this woman you remembered.

At this point in time,

your desires reflect off the eyes of the other lying in bed with you-

hiding what your mind is truly sensing.

You find yourself looking,

sinking,

right into the real forgotten woman's eyes.

THE FEMALE ZOO

DOLORES.

Candela I dream about you,

when I'm left alone.

I can no longer give myself,

the cold hearted lovers gone.

And when I lay down on your long gone presence,

I realize Candela-

that I swallow my heart too deep down.

And then when its too late to look back up,

I take a last look at myself,

a blurry vision of a woman in tears

and all that remains.

THE FEMALE ZOO.

DISTANT TO FEEL.

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NAUSEA OF PARADISE.

This weird taste evolves from my tongue.

Poisoning my mouth with magenta colored memories,

The rush of all our senses turning into

one color.

one taste.

washing away the unity that holds us together-

I move my tongue throughout my mouth

trying to make myself believe that life is tasteless.

The sweetness of two lips soaking in turquoise splashes of lust,

the smell of rosebud almost crawling up your lovers chest.

My teeth-

train tracks that take my words away from me.

Slowly-

the eyes turn into golden red rubies.

The moon reflects-

on every golden blue eye lash.

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MALE TULIP.

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THE DRIPPING SOUNDS INSIDE.

The dripping sounds.

Slow- unknown I walk way past her.

I can only hear my pulse from my opened wrists.

The nights we had given to one another-

soundless.

Our voices bound to be together.

Why do you look so sad?

You collide against the sun-

feeling like your illuminating.

Looking into your eyes

I'm finally on my own.

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the first drop silent-

i looked alone-

second drop-

i felt growth-

third drop-

i felt lust

Fourth drop-

i felt the sun sink into the moon

Fifth drop-

The skies became my face

Sixth drop-

golden memories.

Seventh drop-

I now remember

Eighth drop-

i felt the penetration

Ninth drop-

I felt my bedroom wake me up

Tenth drop-

I felt the mirror cry.

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THE FEMALE ZOO