The repetition of seeing myself falling into bed.
slowly looking up at the ceiling.
as i loose that moment in complete.
the second i take to descend.
closer to the nest of white.
my hair carefully loosing itself in motion.
i can only picture this so steady.
i can feel this gradual fall in beauty.
i can only escape the touch of my mind.
take me slowly.
find me raw.
the repetition of seeing myself falling into bed.
pacific and silenced.
farther than ever before.
the female zoo