HANDS CURSED BY 13.

Why cant you lay inexistent to others,

be my anonymous lover.

Maybe then I would understand what it feels like to be left alone,

in your presence draped in lights that bring you alive.

Your non real movements,

the non real ecstasy from morning to night.

Find me looking for you with no eyes,

I couldn't describe- how I found you, no real

sense, no real life.

My life-

the phantom pregnancy of desires ovulating-

the creations of never lasting lover inside.

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TANGLED SOLITUDE.

How could I have been so oblivious-

Licking off my body taste, the summer days

had more sunlight at night.

Habitual rhythms of feeling alive-

oh, if only you could understand.

If only I could realize-

the moaning sounds of a deep dive.

Love me, fill me in with the depth of your eyes.

Elevate my senses towards a better place where my body meets a full sunrise.

Help me overcome this longing of time.

Golden noir , you fall so quickly down my hands.

But at the same time your overpowering density begins to take over my body.

Beginning to carry a dense shine of memory,

growing-

growing to reach my floors once again.

This time you grip on me tight-

blinding me giving me tangled solitude all throughout the night.

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F L U S H .

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SOMETHING TO REMEMBER MYSELF BY.

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STRANGER YOUR HANDS ARE WELCOME.

From the perspective of the bed your hands looked so close-

to mine.

I could feel the friction in between my fingers

as if inside of you lay a thousand sheets-

of softness.

From the horizon, the wind you blew-

past my neck-

that of an oceans strange breeze

which invites you to currents of -

nausea.

Holding my eyes back towards the darkness of the room-

the light that crept in and exposed passing

by the cracks and ripples of my hair.

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CHAMBRE S O L A R I S .

Stranger, Stranger-

Your hands are welcome.

Hands, I know your feeling so strange.

Like the ones I had before.

You probably thought I would constantly be coming back?

Well I found myself in the same situation as a couple of years ago-

but this time I had nothing to write about.

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I SPOKE IT THROUGH SLOWLY.

I told her what to do-

I took her through the night.

I took her fingers- all five.

Close to one another-

holding them all in between her thighs.

I lead her to push them in-

A bit tighter.

A bit farther.

I told her she had to reach in.

I said-

Disconnect for a bit.

I told her- Think about her lips soaking right next to mine.

I followed her- watching her fingers loose the way.

As she began to loose herself as well.

I told her to remain.

She said-

Now you know how I feel?

TEXT THE FEMALE ZOO