ABSTRACT IN EXPRESSION.

In concentration she can almost contemplate something close,

a certain human odor,

which has never lied so close to her before.

This stranger keeps on appearing,

so empty of affection.

This is Vitality.

She doesn't need the light.

THE FEMALE ZOO

NUDE STREAMS.

Laying still,

wanting to be with her.

Staying away from her-

the unreal.

A special thing for you,

is finding her aside,

finding her moving,

past the dark continent of dreams and fantasies.

THE FEMALE ZOO

LILITH LYING NEXT TO ME IN BED.

3.15 insomnia.

4.45- insomnia.

6.00-insomnia.

The hours without.

THE FEMALE ZOO.

MELODY.

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THE FEMALE ZOO.

DEAR MISERY, I WRITE TO YOU AGAIN.

Touching you was like reaching out to touch something new.

Now I lie alone in a bed flat on my breasts,

being able to feel my heartbeat sink in deep I realize the pace of a loveless-

at heart- the rush of going through what i hate most.

Seeing you look at me cry- was like letting you see right through my transparent eyes.

Holding tight to hands flooded in tears,

I carry myself across another phase in life,

leaving no trace behind- hoping that one day you will find me.

somewhere distant in a chaos of color.

The desires, the lost knowledge of what was had.

For now- i carry these butterflies like knifes

they hold me by my evaporating hands.

the air was thick

and i stopped breathing. ..

The love was there

so i hid from believing.

THE FEMALE ZOO

POPPIE BOY.

THE FEMALE ZOO

HERE-BLEEDS THE REST.

Before I could hear your pulse against my lips. 

Now I can taste my heartbeat rise.

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There I could see the skies bleed roses red.

Here I-female can feel what a male fears before his death.

THE FEMALE ZOO