COVERED IN WHITE-NO TEARS IN HER EYES.

Recollecting all these thoughts-

you once made me feel.

At war within myself and a dream felt male.

THE FEMALE ZOO.

THE GIFTED ODOUR.

Something golden like bedroom dreams.

imagine this woman you left behind,

hold this heart you made of glass.

Follow the woman in your memories,

remember her as being something loyal-

something that you couldn't acknowledge.

Soon- lying next to another,

you find yourself mesmerized.

Speaking to this woman you remembered.

At this point in time,

your desires reflect off the eyes of the other lying in bed with you-

hiding what your mind is truly sensing.

You find yourself looking,

sinking,

right into the real forgotten woman's eyes.

THE FEMALE ZOO

DOLORES.

Candela I dream about you,

when I'm left alone.

I can no longer give myself,

the cold hearted lovers gone.

And when I lay down on your long gone presence,

I realize Candela-

that I swallow my heart too deep down.

And then when its too late to look back up,

I take a last look at myself,

a blurry vision of a woman in tears

and all that remains.

THE FEMALE ZOO.

DISTANT TO FEEL.

THE FEMALE ZOO

NAUSEA OF PARADISE.

This weird taste evolves from my tongue.

Poisoning my mouth with magenta colored memories,

The rush of all our senses turning into

one color.

one taste.

washing away the unity that holds us together-

I move my tongue throughout my mouth

trying to make myself believe that life is tasteless.

The sweetness of two lips soaking in turquoise splashes of lust,

the smell of rosebud almost crawling up your lovers chest.

My teeth-

train tracks that take my words away from me.

Slowly-

the eyes turn into golden red rubies.

The moon reflects-

on every golden blue eye lash.

THE FEMALE ZOO

MALE TULIP.

THE FEMALE ZOO

THE DRIPPING SOUNDS INSIDE.

The dripping sounds.

Slow- unknown I walk way past her.

I can only hear my pulse from my opened wrists.

The nights we had given to one another-

soundless.

Our voices bound to be together.

Why do you look so sad?

You collide against the sun-

feeling like your illuminating.

Looking into your eyes

I'm finally on my own.

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the first drop silent-

i looked alone-

second drop-

i felt growth-

third drop-

i felt lust

Fourth drop-

i felt the sun sink into the moon

Fifth drop-

The skies became my face

Sixth drop-

golden memories.

Seventh drop-

I now remember

Eighth drop-

i felt the penetration

Ninth drop-

I felt my bedroom wake me up

Tenth drop-

I felt the mirror cry.

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THE FEMALE ZOO