STUDY OF BLACKFEET

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study:

Blackfeet religion is the belief in a sacred force that permeates all things, represented symbolically by the sun whose light sustains all things.

JOURNAL

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THEODORA

i began to speak to somebody non visible 

i began to imagine what they would have looked like if real.

long dark wine colored hair and hazel brown born eyes.

your blurry emotionally inside me.

somehow i feel the urge to speak to you. 

you were present next to me as i cried. 

you carry a thick notion of empathy.

first time we meet, and you already encompass light.

paralized from changes-

my voice emerges from silence.

i remind myself of you.

unvisible.

THEODORA IM IN PAIN.

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SERENADE- sink or swim exhibition

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"CHAMBER" "FUNCTION"

I found your taste gliding in and out of me.

Almost unaware of my surroundings 

I wake up in the middle of the night 

finding myself playing with my hands. 

Gestures of slow caress against one another.

soothing rough skin. 

Taking myself to another level of extreme dream

we both lay infatuated.

infatuated by the visions of hands. 

hands moving to sudden changes in sign language. 

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PERSIAN MIRROR

TRIPPING ON MARVELS

im curious to dream of a cure.

leading myself to the end of what i can see.

i feel foolish and lost.

a cherished aspiration.

i cant tell you what i really feel.

not imagined.

i can only draw strange words. 

absorbing flavors from your mouth.

something abstract.

uncontrollably strong feelings.

im curious to dream of desire.

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